circle jerk

well, I'm pretty sure I have part laziness part mental illness. I didn't go to yoga yesterday or today. And I don't know why. I wound up making sushi with a friend. And even though I enjoyed the making and eating of the fresh fresh sushi rolls- I was thinking that i should be at yoga, that I would feel better if I just did. There are many solutions for this type of saboteur lethargy. One would be "go in the morning" that would "get it out of the way". The other (my boyfriends favorite) would be: stop wasting time with your friends. Which is 1/2 true but cancelled when you include fresh sashimi, jicema & avocado. I need to find a balance. Because there is no reason why I couldn't stay true to my intention and have gone to yoga @ 5:30 and do the roll making after.

hmmmm. what is the root of all this and where is my action.

I know what makes me happy. I know what I seek. Why don't I do it?

atleast I am not neglecting this process as well...